Today I was anxious and not feeling good. I needed to get to the grocery store but I saw on google the store was pretty busy. I had some vegetables already so I steamed them so I could kind of justify not needing to go to the store because I had stuff already. Not sure thats totally 100% healthy thinking because it was basically just giving into my anxiety. But whatever. I'm wondering if I can get into a mentoring program of some sorts. Someone who can help me get comfortable being out in public and doing everyday tasks. My goal is to end up going back to work one of these days.