yeah Troy.. the colors hadnt occured in my memory of it til i read Bebops' articles.... i guess i automatically associate red with anger (and other emotions) but that is really the predominant color in those memories.... anger that i could or should be treated in the way i was at that moment....

i can only imagine your circumstances Troy when you have these memories, trying to recapture that flury of emotions and thoughts.... glad you made it here Troy... the words others have given me are soul medicine... people do care....

thank you Greatly for sharing here Troy...