Last year at this time I was in a crap ton of pain from my revisions top surgery. Still getting used to my new house. In between therapists and I had no medical team set up. And I was just moody all the time because I was still dealing with PMS each month.

Now I have even more medical stuff going on that I'm working on. but my chest looks awesome and I've had a hysterectomy which really stabalized my mental health. I have a good therapist and an extensive medical team. My sister is expecting her 3rd baby and we didn't think she'd ever have another.

I mean, I'm not necessairly happy at the moment but only because I cant get the medical side of things under control.