I cannot get past the many terrible mistakes I made in life. I hate every decision I ever made. I had so many life altering decisions I regret them all. yes I'm in therapy but it doesn't help everything it's probably causing me to reflect too much. I regret getting married to the men I married and divorced all at the same time. I regret everything that caused my brain to crack. I regret the children I didn't have and the responsibility i carry for my sons death. I'm just at a place of no return no fixing the past no recovery, no clue where to go from here.