Ya know what? I'd be afraid, too. I'm always afraid someone will bring it up and hate when they do. As if I don't have enough to worry about, they don't need to remind me of it all! I'm lucky to be be in school, have a car, cell phone, etc, but finances scare me. I get a small check from my ex-husband for a little while from the divorce, which pays some of the expenses I have. It's not enough though.