I’m still thinking about this mountain in me.
I don’t think it’s fear. I think it may be all of my potential, all the wonderful things I could achieve, the person I want and could be.
The force I use to push against my potential is addiction, it nullifies all possibilities of it manifesting, and numbs all that latent fear that comes with trying to achieve a “better self”.
But I still cannot pin down the source of the motive behind the resistance.
How did it get to this?
I won’t write any more on this in your thread, I was just wondering if you also have a mountain..