I don't know. It sometimes seems like she has a point to me. A patient needs to do work, too, right. I imagine you might tell her that from now on, you'll only eat when you feel like it and I get that she'd respond with some tough love comment. But yeah, if she isn't working for you because of her she's useless to you. If however she isn't working for you because you don't put in the work, then no other therapist will be useful, either, right?

No idea if I'm on cue here or totally off my rocker. Sorry for being insenstive... I know you've been struggeling with your physical health and I totally understand wanting to give yourself a break. I really don't know where the line is between wanting a break and needing to develop discipline. I think everyone has to define that line for themselves. So I get if you don't agree with my comment, and like I said, I'm totally not sure if I'm correct in saying that, either.