My therapy session sucked. I made a kinda fat phobic comment at the start of the session. This morning Sonic had given me a medium drink at no extra charge when I had ordered a mini drink and I said some things to my therapist about it. She didnt pick up on the comments and I thought she was acting weird because of it and I asked her if she was mad at me and she was confused about why and I said people have called me judgemental before about things and I picked up a lot of things from my dad, and I was just BSing around the issue and she was legit confused about what I was talking about and then I finally repeated the comment and what was said earlier and then she went into some subliminal talk about me being a greenlight, whatever that means, and do I actually want to get better and to just think before saying things and all that. It was just one of my legit first big mess of a sessions.

What is a greenlight though? We were at the end of our session and the internet connection was horrible the entire time.