I'm struggling with the change to risperidone. I guess I feel like this pent-up energy that is kind of weird. I'm struggling with loneliness. My best friend went out of town and now is not responding to my texts. Honestly I feel really bad about the whole thing. I wish she had never left town, and I wish we had times like we used to have. So weird. And depressing, honestly. I am depressed but won't admit it to myself. Well, I guess I just did. I guess I thought everything was going to "go back to normal." But it does not seem to have done that.