I'm trying to make myself feel better. Like just force myself to get out of my head and out of this slump I'm in. My mom thinks its something medical. My pdoc apparently thinks I have some form of leukemia. I think I'm just ****ed up in my head for no reason. I am gonna leave a message for my blood doctor though asking if I can do my blood test a week early. Today I tried at least. I did my laundry and actually watched some TV instead of just BSing on my phone. My eating wasn't great but I ate fruit....