I felt like my transference T cared about me more then some of her other clients. Since she was the first one I came out to and she helped me tell my mom. I felt like we had a deep connection. Especially when she'd email me in between sessions to ask how I was feeling

But I was told she was too involved in me and I ended up just getting hurt in the end and I had to claw my way out of my feelings about her after we ended things. At times I still feel like I'm picking up the pieces. Ending things with her was harder then my dads death. I think the only thing that topped ending therapy with her was my Grandmas death in 2006. I mean, I was seriously ****ed up in my head when we terminated.