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Originally Posted by KLL85
Ooooh this is an interesting topic. Deep down I know that part of my resistance in making changes is the fact that if I start to get better, I worry my T won’t care as much. So I kinda have to justify that I’m worthy of his time by being more messed up. However, I’m also equally aware that if I don’t make any progress then I could lose him that way as he may terminate because he doesn’t seem to be helping me.
Like I said, really intriguing topic!
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Yes! At the very end of my session on Friday with my T, I blurted out "I made a smoothie this week!" This was after talking about my body image/food issues last week. I told her I almost didn't tell her because it feels wrong to tell her of any successes. It might mean I am getting better, and won't need therapy! This is kind of funny (not in the haha way), because we are literally just starting trauma therapy.
But, that fear is there.