I hope our appointment doesn't get ****ed over again by some more of my medical stuff. I have a call into my blood doctor to see if I can get my lab test done earlier then the 8th. And if the level is high like I think it is then I'll need another procedure and this week is so full with my mom and my brothers stuff, theres only a few times that I can get it done and I don't know what the centers schedule is like anyways. I'm going out of state on Saturday and I'd prefer to not feel like **** but I also don't want to have our session be screwed over for the 3rd time in a week. I was always told though medical issues came before mental health. Which my mom says is why I'm not finding you very helpful at the moment. So far at this moment we are ok for tommorow.