I'm glad you seem to have gotten it repaired, Scarlet. I know you mention how you keep having the ruptures, but it seems you're repairing them more and more quickly, which to me is progress. Maybe they're more like conflicts than ruptures? And I think it can help to post threads like these, if nothing else, to be able to look back on them later and see you worked through it. Also, I think it can help others to read about your experiences, including figuring out the source of the rupture.

Could L possibly be moving next month, or would she just find out about it then? Either way, I definitely see that causing anxiety. Plus the settling in from Covid and changing times.


I know some of my recent rupture with Dr. T (which I feel has been repaired) was due to, right after a conflict involving concern about moving from in-person to virtual, him having to move a session to virtual at the last minute without explanation. Then, the next in-person session being disrupted by the tornado warning on our phones and his wife calling in the middle of session.