I’m not happy. I’m trying to be. I look for the small pleasures in life and am trying to find things to look forward to. It’s work each day to do the things I need to do to care for myself and try to avoid the pit of depression waiting on me. I don’t even feel like floating today although today is overcast, comfortable and cloudy. I guess it will take time to heal but I’m tired in a lot of ways. Here’s to better times ahead.