I feel depressed. Each day I have to go to this job I am challenged in ways I don't want to be challenged. And now this audit? Whereby I have no idea what I am doing???? I don't need this challenge right now. I don't want to be challenged. I want to quit this awful job, and I can't.
The only way I could quit and get unemployment is if my mental health condition worsens due to work stress. I would have to tell my doctor that I am getting worse and that it's due to the stress at work. And the reality is, I have to take anti-anxiety medication nearly every day in order to deal with the stress. I shouldn't have to do that and this particular medication is addictive. You're not really supposed to take it every day. I may ask my doctor to increase my anti-depressant medication - I don't know... but I feel myself slipping into a greater depression, and I need help.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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