I was crabby with her today. I'm not sure why because I'm not anxious or feeling sick today and nothing she was saying was particularly pissing me off. I was just a bit fiesty today. I think I just haven't been eating enough lately. But basically it was just the same food talk as normal. I brought up the eating disorder person she wants us to meet with and I said "you're not going to back door me and switch me to her are you" and my therapist said "no... why would I do that." And I said "because I've had it happen before where therapists say I'm stuck with them and then I'm too much for them so they switch me to someone else." She said she wouldnt switch me but then she said "if I did switch you though you'd be in excellent hands because she knows a ton about this stuff." Lol this is like from Big Brother when they are all like "I smell a back door plan" anyways I guess I just didn't want to be there today mainly because I was hungry.