That's pretty cool.. Yeah my own ideas are cancer to me. That's why I constantly have to be learning, reading, mindful.. Cuz new information allows my ideas to branch off into better things.

An Autistic shaman talks about how autism and shamanism complement each other | The Art of Autism

^ This explains the humming (Ommm, mantras etc), rocking back and forth (I do this sometimes when I try to concentrate).. I feel like if I could connect my body to be in tune with reality (Yoga for example), I'd feel much better.

I've always wanted to do martial arts.. I did it as a kid but I stopped because I was too anxious. My mom and her friends met a man at a restaurant that microdosed - My mom phoned me and told me, invited him over..

I was talking with the microdose person about martial arts and I was feeling super anxious for some reason but he still said that it would be really good for me - And that I seem like the perfect person to get into martial arts.. He said I'm on the right path. He said my pupils were big (I'm not sure why they were).

Then my mom made out with him and I freaked out