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Maybe part of not being able to get past the past is that the present may not be as good as you wish.
I have tons of past regrets but in reality I wouldn't be where I am today if none of it had happened. I love my little farm, totally across the country from where I lived all my life. I love my single life after being in a bad marriage for 33 years. I love being independent & responsible for everything in my life & no one else can screw that up. Surrounded by nature & in a peaceful location. Because now is good, it is easy to cancel out the regrets cause I know without those regrets I would not be here.
If here & now wasn't so good, it definitely would be harder to put the past behind
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Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this.
Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
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