Yesterday was the absolute worst. I am at my wits end at work, with the type of work I am doing. It's monotonous and tedious and pretty much crazy making. Maybe they're trying to get me to quit instead of actually firing me.

A more senior colleague is supposed to be helping me with my audit of this website. She keeps telling me, "we have two more weeks before the deadline - we have time", yet she hasn't lifted a finger to truly help me with the audit and the presentation I have to pull together. She is a procrastinator, and I am not. I want to get it done and on time, and there's a lot more to do. She said she would work on it yesterday, and she didn't. Then she told me yesterday that she would work on it today. This is making me even more stressed out - her dragging her heels on helping me with this project.

If anything is going to get me fired, it will be this - this darned audit. I know I cannot do it by myself, and I fear that she will leave me to do it by myself. I am getting more and more anxious about it, with each day that passes ,and she isn't helping me.