Beth I rollerskated nonstop from the time I was 5 until I was 13. Then when I tried doing it again when I was 15 I couldn't even stand up in them I kept falling. It was strange that I lost my ability to rollerskate. Especially after only 2 years. You'd think it would be like riding a bike.

My sister found out she has endometroiss or however you spell it. She is due in just about 2.5 months. She didnt say much in her text to my mom just that she had 2 appointments today on short notice and needed to drop my nephews off. My brother in law has to be out of town so I'm guessing these appointments arent super serious or he'd go with her. I don't know anything about endometroiis or what its like when your pregnant but I hope everything will be ok. I know babies can be born 2 months early and be ok.

My stomach is a mess and I can't eat and I'm dropping weight like crazy. I lost 3 pounds just since last Friday and I'm at my lowest weight since October 2020. I am just in a lot of pain I wish my doctor would do an endoscopy. I've been taking the pain meds as prescribed. I just took an Advil which again I shouldnt be taking. But they work so well.

My therapist did send me a generic halfway response last night. If I'm still off by Saturday I just won't go to the BBQ. My sister isn't going anymore so now my mom is fine with me not going if I'm not up to it.

My mom told me I looked like a gay man today. I'm not sure what she meant by that. I try to give her a pass when she says weird things. She grew up in a very religious irish roman catholic household in the 50's but she and my family distanced themselfs from all that a long time ago after my grandma died.