In talking with my therapist yesterday I told her about Monday, the day I posted this. She was greatly concerned and asked all the right questions - I've been through this many times so I know the drill - and knows me well enough to know that I know when to squawk. She was satisfied that I'm okay for now, which I am, and she shares my frustration that my nurse practitioner isn't moving faster on upping my meds because it's obvious they're working, just not quite good enough. It's like I'm having breakthrough episodes resulting in extremes of good days or bad days at times. Idk it's hard to explain.