Dear T,
So now they've left, and I feel this weird sadness/emptiness/loneliness sort of feeling? I desperately wanted space, now I have it, and it's like "Maybe I should just go home tonight instead of tomorrow." I wonder if it's because yesterday afternoon/evening went well, and we all mostly seemed to be enjoying ourselves? When I'd be feeling differently had they left yesterday morning? Or perhaps I'm just tired....and lacking a plan for this afternoon/evening. I did spend some time on the beach, which was nice.
Am I just supposed to assume your thumbs-up meant you switched me to the new time? Usually you at least say "confirmed" or "I made the change" or something?
I guess maybe I sort of miss you, too. Since I talked to you here, it was sort of like you were here in a way yesterday. I know I'll see you tomorrow, but I still sort of wish I could talk to you now. I don't even know why...
Love,
LT
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