hi,

Give your meds some time to calm things down for you.

You have been through alot and it does cause confusion in our lives when we are young and equipped with limited coping skills.

Good for you for seeking help.

You will get to feel some relief, I hope, and get to know yourself better, like why you react and how to change some things you feel are hurting you and maybe others.

Once that happens, (knowing why we do things) everything positive is possible.

Good Luck. Hope you stick around.

peace,
nightbird