Hi, craving alone and welcome! I know we have other people with avpd here. It's just a matter of having them post. I know what it's like to have other people to talk to with my same disorder. (I'm bipolar.) Talking to a therapist just isn't the same, although I've found it helpful.
Please feel free to post anywhere else here, too. We have all sorts of games, even, if you like those--and of course, we are anonymous, which is great.