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Originally Posted by NP_Complete
I spoke to him about that thought today. He said I wasn't an asshole. But about an hour after session I started to panic that I'd told him that, fearing he was going to abandon me because I'm a jerk and I ended up emailing him. I've got abandonment on the brain lately.
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Hugs, NP. I'm glad he said you weren't an asshole. I completely get the panic reaction followed by email, too, as I've been there. I hope he responds soon and it's a helpful reply.
I guess the stuff with my T is triggering abandonment fears, too. If only we could just shut off that part of our brains....