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Jul 02, 2022, 03:05 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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I get so fed up with being abused in my life. My son is respectful and loving, and I think he's the only person in the history of people I've been close to who doesn't act abusive. I called David this morning, feeling in a pretty good space. He just blows off his own frustration with himself and his life at me. This happens every day. He's mad because he slept late (as usual, it's nothing new, I would think he'd accept it by age 75), he's hungry, he's running behind, the usual stuff - and he's mean and harsh to me. When I ask him to please stop it he says "I'm sorry." To him, that's supposed to be the end of my upset feelings. Right, so beat me to an emotional pulp, say I'm sorry, and it's all good.
It doesn't work that way. The depression creeps back in, the self-destructive feelings, the anger at myself for being in this situation.
I bought the 3 kitties who will wear collars new ones.
Love all around, to each and all 
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