I think all of humanity shares in our suffering - even Ts! I'm curious if it is hard for you to reach out for help because of your profession? Knowing the answers and needing support are two very different things, IMO. We all need support.

I think humor is a great tool for all healers to use. Your lecture sounds interesting but try feeding your mind with smiles too. I recommend old episodes of Home Improvement. Wilson is my favorite arm-chair therapist.