Right now I'm deeply depressed and so many things are going on in my life, I've cried a little bit earlier this week. Now I only feel anxiety and sadness. Even if I want to cry, no tears will come. Grief has put me into a deep depression. My brother killed himself back in 2019 and his anniversary is coming up soon in August, the 26th. Lately I've been waking up and feeling a lot of anxiety and feeling so numb to everything going on. I tried to start a relationship again but he ended up breaking up with me, because he said there's too much going on in his life right now. He was good friends with my brother, which adds more to the confusion and as to why he even persued me in the first place. I wasn't in love with him or anything, but I am heartbroken because I really did like him a lot, and I thought he wanted something with me, but I guess I was wrong. So my week has been really stressful and depressing for me...