I'm trying to get through the day today. Semi-annually (every six months) there are big holidays. There's Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years and now there's the 4th. Feeling depressed today, so far. I'm not crazy about the 4th just like I'm not crazy about Christmas. Lots of loud noises from people and get- togethers in which I'm not a part of any of it. Looking forward for this day to be over. I tend to not like summer that much either. I like winter better.