bluesand,

If you feel like you might be in danger, go to the emergency room, ASAP. That will get you started quickly and might get you an appointment with someone quicker.

Be sure and tell you pdoc (whoever that is) about your experience with zoloft. It sounds as if you may be one of us bipolars that can't take ad's without a mood stabilizer like lithium, depakote, seroquel or lamictal. It's always a balancing act with meds!

You should also be searching out a therapist and a local support group (check NAMI and DBSA).

It's like bulding a chair, the more legs you have under it the sturdier it will be!

Peace,
DJ