Tomorrow at noon there will be a potential buyer visiting the house we are renting. That fact really puts the pressure on Hubby and me. We are both feeling a bit low learning how difficult it is to get a mortgage here in CZ and how expensive housing is. Some dreams seem harder to achieve than we thought. I'd be relatively satisfied with a very humble abode, but I know Hubby wants more. I realize that my being on disability is part of the issue. I do feel a bit guilty about that, but know he doesn't blame me at all. We both agreed that there is still zero regret leaving the US and our old home that we owned.