I don't feel well today! Out of the blue I got thoughts about being evil. I saw myself as a looser, someone that didn't do enough. You name it. ...

I think it is about what loneliness does to a person. To have to be inside and alone for ten days with Covid is no small experience. It helped a bit to write here. I was not able to force myself to go out yesterday. For now I will take shower and then hope I am able to push myself to go outside.

Hope the best for everyone!