Hi, Tracy...

I agree with what everyone else has said...you really have to cut down on the caffeine and other stimulants, bad for your head! Alcohol and street drugs, too!!! I know being manic feels good, we want to keep it going, YEEAAHH!!!

Unfortunately, the racing thoughts we find so exhilerating keep us from focusing on what is truly important, in your case, your husband. Though it's no fun, you need to come down so you can maintain your relationship. Speaking from experience, spouses will go a long way for us, but their patience too often becomes too strained to repair.

I hope you can find your way through this thicket...there a lot of great people here who will help you!

Peace,
DJ