I know what needs to be done but I continue to stay and torture myself because I don’t think that I can survive without him. I can. I let him lie to me and I act like I believe him. I don’t trust him and that has turned me into a person that I absolutely cannot stand. It has caused me to distrust not only him but everyone. I want to go. How can I do it? I am accused daily of multiple men and I don’t even know their names. Yet he is the one that thinks it is ok to spend hours on the phone with a “co-worker”. I pray so hard for resolution or freedom, but neither have come yet. Any advice would be appreciated. Oh and I am 150% sure when I do go, that he is not going to leave me alone.