My bigot therapist is just an annoyance. There was no connection between us. Same with the unprofessional one before her my pdoc claims tramatized me. But why do I still think of my transference T so much. I wish I could ****ing let her go. Maybe I'm worried my current T is going to switch me but I don't think I'll have an issue besides the fact that she basically lied. Then again I thought it would be a breeze transfering therapists after my transference one and that certainly went the other way.