My therapist told me on text yesterday that some of my symptoms are psychotic right now. She says I need to talk to my psychiatrist ASAP. I have an appointment with him next week on Thursday. I checked his schedule today but he doesn't have anything sooner than that. I could call him and see if he would see me after hours, but....I don't think I am in crisis right now, so I hate to do that.

I am worried about what my pdoc is going to say or do when I talk to him about my symptoms. I'm sure he has heard it all before, but it still just makes me nervous.

Then I get nervous that I will be "too much" for my T. Nothing she has said has made me think this. It is all coming from my own mind, which I guess is not the best source of judgement at the moment.

At least my anxiety is in the reasonable range at the moment. I haven't had to take any anxiety medication yet today.