Thank you so much Velcro and I'm sorry you're struggling with T going away. It's such a hard time of year for us therapy clients

My T makes it okay for me to share how I'm feeling and I'm grateful for that. She isn't perfect - no one is -but when she saw how upset I was right at the end of the session when I'd just found out about her second break, her response was 'text me.' I did text her and she didn't respond (ugh) and I needed a call which she couldn't give, but her heart was in the right place.

It really is the worst time for T to be going away, never mind twice. I need her as an anchor right now I'm part of this is I'm genuinely scared by how I will cope without her. I have so much to deal with and I don't know how things are going to pan out. It's been an awful year.