You say 'realistic' and I say 'sadistic'.
What I think you're saying is you represent a truth that others are in denyal of, would that be correct?
If that is so, all well and good, but we have to take a stand against evil.



You could help by expressing your truth.

Look what Sam Vaknin has done, he has turned his narcissism into a way to educate people, he has turned it around and put it to good use.
You could do the same, if you have aspd and it would take the bravery you have - to be that honest.
Make an impact for good rather than evil, it would be unique too.

Yes, I believe too that there is malevolence out there, you have somehow become the expression of it, it seems, and this can be a wake up call.

that is what I sensed with some others I've been in contact with, but didnt quite beleieve, now I believe, but I dont think they were aware of it, YOU ARE AWARE.........!

riverx