I know we all feel guilty and ashamed of our disorders..... well at least i do. But i feel even worse when i read the consequenses of my disorder aka bulimia, especially when it talks about the effects of one day having children and how what im doing now may cause me to have problems concieveing. i just feele so guilty because i know my boyfriend eventually wants a lil boy to carry on his dads name (his dad died when he was 15) I dont know i guess i just felt like venting, sorry.