It has been a slow process but it seems the meds are beginning to work and I'm excited to get back to a life again but at the same time I'm terrified. What if it happens again?
What if I become so manic again that I lose control again? It was so bad. It nearly destroyed me and my life and my marriage and has taken me months to recover . I struggle to fill the days right now. I just really need to know it's possible to come back after you crash and burn.