Just got off the ACT crisis line. Told them I wanted to use so they guided me through some exercises, told me to listen to some music, called back and asked if I was safe for the night (I said yes but if I don't get to sleep I will either call back or head to the streets). The thing is, I'm worried I'm going to Hell and my mind is gyrating about what I can do for that to not happen. I didn't even believe in Hell a week ago, but a snake under my bed said he will drag me down with him if I don't win the fight.