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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
Hugs, Kit, I definitely understand your feeling hurt/abandoned. It would be one thing if it were some sort of emergency or illness, but it sounds like she just decided to travel? Plus didn't she recently have to cancel and reschedule you do to having Covid? It just seems very disruptive.
I think you could say that you're disappointed, then maybe at your next session talk about the feelings of abandonment from it?
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Hi LT,
Yes, she had to reschedule me last week due to having Covid. So back to back reschedulings is not great but I'm sure I will manage. I suck at telling someone when I am disappointed or something by a decision they made so I don't know if I will tell her. I will try to, but I might end up feeling bad about it, which will make me feel bad about myself and then might end with some negative/harmful actions to myself. So we'll see.
It kind of sucks going from the "high" of telling her I love her and her saying it back, to this low of feeling abandoned. But again, that's my problem, not hers. I will have to sort it.
I also don't have aftercare this week or next because two of my sister's children are staying with us and I cannot guarantee I will have total privacy for the session which is a requirement. So I am kind of lost as to getting support for this week, anyway.
HUGS Kit