Today has been pretty tough but I've been able to talk about things with my mom. I got some things started this morning with my laywer. I got a pdoc appointment set up for next Monday. A therapy appointment set up for tommorow. I rescheduled a doctors appointment. Today was productive but I'm just getting super worn down by this nonstop anxiety and agoraphobia and these sleep issues and I'm honestly getting very concerned for my future. Based on the lawyers appointment today it will still be a bit before I am comfortable going back to work so I have time to work on my anxiety. If my pdoc can help me out somehow without me gaining 30 pounds from a med I'd gladly take his help.