Well I couldn't muster a shower or to unknot my hair. So we bought hair dye and I will cut it tomorrow. I found a place that's only charges $18 for haircuts. I know you get what you pay for but anything is better than what it is now. My t dropped me to every other week I'm hurt, I'm soupose to color this week. She wants me to pull my self out of this when I just want to sink and be self destructive. She asked me directly to continuing taking my meds. She know me to well. She tried to trick me into revealing I'm hearing things. I'm not going to admit I'm thinking things that are not true.