Thanks, LT. Yeah I can't really identify it, because my talk T is awesome. She really is. I am attached to her in a way, for sure...but I am not sure I'd be extremely sad if we had to stop sessions. This makes me feel SO bad! But if my sessions with trauma T had to end, I'd be pretty upset.

I still haven't heard from her

I am telling myself there are many rational reasons why she hasn't responded yet. Last time it was because she had a migraine for 3 days (ugh, that sounds horrible). One time it was because her vacation went longer than planned. 95% of the time she is pretty timely in her responses. She hasn't responded to a few emails, but those weren't really anything but information giving. It could wait until next session. I feel like this is different, but if I have to wait until next Friday to deal with it, I might lose my mind a bit.