So I'm depressed everyone knows it, I'm isolating , my hair is knotted and I'm overwhelmed. I'm having negative thoughts but I'm also comfy. I deserve this. T didn't like that I was going to sit in it until it passes. She wants me to up myself care. I want to just blend into the background. I don't have the energy to deal with Life. I'm mad I'm like this. I have cursed everyone around me for existing maybe I can sleep through the week.