Yesterday was not good at all. I met with the lawyer. She got everything set on her end. I should have a court date in just over a month to get my name legally changed. Then I have to go to each individual office to get things changed. I have go to the social secuirty office, the DMV to get my state ID changed. And I forget where else. My passport needs to be changed if I ever want to leave the country again. But anyways it looks like the name thing will officially happen in mid to late September then I have to do the other stuff after. I mean the lawyer was nice and she filed the petition or whatever for my name change and did all that but she wasn't really telling us like what order we needed to do things in once the name was changed. Like what office we needed to go to first and stuff and my mom was asking her and she was just a bit clueless I guess.

Anyways after that my mom and I went out for lunch and to Walgreens and there were some weird people out. They werent being weird towards my mom and I but there were just like creepy characters like at Walgreens and stuff and even my mom said there were weird people out too. I got an emergency pdoc appointment set up for Monday. I'm hoping he can help me out without me gaining weight. Then I was able to reschedule my therapy session for this morning. Which is the time and day I thought we agreed to, I have no idea where this Tuesday time came from. I see the pulmonogist on Friday and he'll check me out for sleep apnea. I see my blood doctor and my endocronolgist at the end of the month and they both want different blood work so I'll get them both done at the same time to see if anything is up physically I'm pretty much guessing some of what I'm feeling is the hematrcrit. I'm not feeling very great mentally or physically and things seem to be getting worse.