I've been getting some mixed messages from my therapist regarding my appointment this week. We had agreed our sessions for the summer would be Wednesdays at 10:45. Then suddenly she switched it to Tuesday at 10 without telling me. I couldnt make it so I emailed her on Monday and I told her I was confused and thought we had agreed to Wednesdays. She wasn't emailing me back so I called the office so I wouldnt get charged. I thought I was just confused. Then last night she emailed me and asked if I wanted to reschedule for today. So I said yeah I was open anytime. So she said how about 10:30. Which is the time we have always met before. So then I was confused and thought maybe she was screwing with me a bit but again I didnt think much of it.

So I got to the office today and I'm waiting and then I guess its the practice manager comes over and she is steaming mad and says my therapist can't make it and what she is doing is totally unacceptable and shes done this before and she did sound really sick but its just totally unacceptable. Then she said the lady who I'm having the consultation with on Friday has agreed to take me on as a full client because they are just so pissed at whatever it is my therapist did. And I'm just like in a complete daze because like did my therapist talk badly about me or something? They said something about her being sick too. But man I havent seen someone get that pissed in a long time.

But I mean its like did I seriously just get abandoned by my therapist.. they are going to get back to me if she will be at the consultation on Friday. She was supposed to be meeting me with this therapist. I mean I kinda always knew I'd get thrown under the bus by this therapist and this wasn't going to be just a one time consultation so I guess thats why I'm not a hystreical mess right now. Although an email from my therapist explaning things would be nice but she hasn't emailed me.