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Originally Posted by velcro003
I hate the waiting game. I sent my T an email on Saturday and still haven’t heard back. I am now of the expectation I won’t get one. Ugh. It would be semi-ok if I was at least seeing her Friday, but she is off. So I have to wait until next Friday. Normally that would be mildly disappointing, but I could handle it. Because the subject of my email was that I am afraid of “the talk,” where she asserts her boundaries or tells me I have crossed them. So in my head, since she hasn’t responded, I HAVE become too much for her.
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Oh velcro003, I'm sorry. I think like you, if your T was going to respond, she probably would have by now. I'm sorry. I hope she will be wonderful when you have your next session. Ugh, not til next week, eh? That's hard. It's hard to sit with something that long. It's hard to keep that "containment." There's a therapy term! I never really know what the T is talking about when they use it but....anyway they do. I hope that she wouldn't think, feel, or say that you are too much for her. The T relationship is so scary sometimes and so fraught with all sorts of difficulties. "They" say you can say anything, but then sometimes they don't like what gets said. It's weird, and random. Hanging in there with you. Post here as much as you want. HUGS kit